Hello! It's Ramadhan you alls! Hahaha.
I just got back from hostel and I feel like crying right now. Why? Hehehe relax. I'll told you.
I'm not feeling like crying because I'm sad but because I feel too delighted.
At hostel, or shall I say, the-crazy-life-maker hostel, yesterday, which is the first day of Ramadhan, I got a bad stomachache and ended up having such a goddamn bad fever. Oh gosh! Only Allah knows how tortured I am with it. But today, I'm feeling better instead. And as I reached home, I'm feeling a lot better.
As I switched on my dearest phone, I saw a lot of messages. As usual, one or two of them are of course from maxis and so on. But out of all of the six messages, there's one message that attracted me. As I opened it, I then realized it's the happiest news I've ever got in life.
Last two months, I went to 'Jom Masuk U' program and went to almost all arts college that are promoting there. And there's this one aunt, gave a competition form. It's an art of drawing competition. Kind of. I was so confused either I shall join it or not. I'm done with the drawing, but not feeling so confident to post it. After getting a few encouragement and consolation from a few friends that I trust, I just post it in case I'm fortune enough to get to the second round even that's when three days more before the due date.
And I think you could guess what's the happiest news I'm saying about. Yeah! I've make it to the second round. I know that I gained nothing because this is just the first round with no prize, but making it to second round makes me feel proud of myself. To be honest, I'm really proud. Hehehe. It's not that I'm high confident but I never imagined it this way.
I've never been this happy before. It's the most meaningful success I've ever achieved.
Maybe it's because a success is more valuable when we do the things we love.
I want to do my best.
I want to prove to everyone that I can.
I want to prove to abah that arts is everything I have.
I really want to win this.
Pray for me, guys :)